The Sophia Show

She’s just an effing bitch. What’s the point sucking up to her if she doesn’t like us anyway and will never like us? Her actions prompt us to be like this. Because of her, we are rude and have to disrespect people. Enuff said.

Hari Raya. Sigh.

It's like you're a white canvas and the reality is a stain. Even after the stain is wiped, there's still residue. Even after a good wash with a good detergent, go up close and you can still see the faint stain marks.

Tsunami

To see a tsunami in your dream, represents that you are being overwhelmed by some repressed feelings or unconscious material that is rising up to the surface. You are experiencing some unhappiness and emotional instability in some waking situation. 

 

I don’t know. Lately I keep dreaming that I’m pushing myself to escape from a tsunami. More than thrice, to be precise. The dream felt so real. In that dream, I will try my best to go to a very high building, thinking that I will be safe there. I guess the interpretation of the dream is exact. I’m in a state whereby I’m very overwhelmed by all the facts and stuff that I’m facing. And I hate to be in the situation I’m in right now. And yes, I’m not happy at this moment. No, not at just this moment. LATELY. That’s the reason why I’m more reserved now. I tend to keep things to myself. That’s the reason why I tend to get irritated easily. Annoy me, and you’ll see me erupting. Sigh. I just hope that this feeling will be over soon.

at Changi Village - our meeting point


Cambodia leader Yanah, Nurul, and moi


At the jetty


At the bumboat. It's so funny that the girls are mentel2 waving the coastguard.
After that we're being screened. LOL.


Moi, Ika, Caryn. Poor Ika n Nurul are sea-sick but manage to overcome it.


Yeah..We reached Ubin finally. It's so kampung but I love it.


Ika and me in our ride for the day.


Berposing.


At this high-tower. You can actually feel the tower shaking.


At the Chek Jawa shore..Resting..


Me n Nurul drinking the cooling Thailand coconut..Ahhhh...


Berpasrah at the sea shore just right in front of our lodge.


BBQ-ing

 
beautiful sky as photographed by moi








Busy reading newspaper instead of talking to me..hmmpphh












some of the food provisions that i brought and prepared





The Subway-esque sandwhich that I've prepared for us





 
He said that this two birds/ducks is like us. I'm like the tall one on the right,
always looking over him and taking care of him.

 

Okay since people around me know that I have a picnic last Saturday, might as well say it all here.

               

Yay! So my anniversary picnic went on without a glitch. You know I’m nervous and anxious about it the day before. I never been to the botanical gardens and I didn’t have any contingency plan if anything goes wrong (i.e. wet weather). So woke up in the morning and prepare two types of Subway-esque sandwiches: this Italian bread with heaps of lettuce, three layers of chicken ham, top it up with cheese… and another type is the Italian bread again, with salmon spread, lettuce and melt-in-your-mouth cheese. The drinks: Snapples in Pink Lemonade (for him) Kiwi Lemonade (for me). 

 

Am so touched when he said that he was touched by my efforts in organizing this picnic. Awww.. I can see the smile in his eyes when he mentioned that to me. Am glad that I make somebody’s stomach full. Now I truly understand the meaning of “A way to the guy’s heart is through his stomach”. True that.

 

So we managed to find a nice spot at the field and just sit there, reading newspaper and magazine and people-watch: a group of happy adults playing cricket, and the people picnicking around them (including us) are the unofficial spectators…it’s a nice scene and you feel like you’re not at a local park. After that went around the whole botanic gardens and explore the places, cam-whoring and stuff. It feels like a very long day.. I dunno.. maybe I’m just happy at that moment and forget that the time passes by. Wanted to upload pictures but he still haven’t transfer the pics from his camera yet.. ish..

 

So that’s my 5 years anniversary to you. If you’re reading this Mr you-know-who, I’m just glad that we have made it this far in our relationship; though there are so many obstacles that we went through from July 2003 till now, and currently a lot of external threats, but you still give all your love to me and I appreciate your presence in my life always.

 

 

Please don’t break their relationship with your presence.